Tuesday, April 27, 2010

my first tag

I actually have no idea what 'blog tag' is until today, my cute little friend, hanan sofea tagged me on her blog page. ill complete this task! ( task? ) haha.. 3...2...1...begin!

1) pe yg anda akan buat klu member tikam blakang anda?
just.. stay silent? not doing anything i guess.. pretend like nothin ever happened. as long as he or she feels happy, i still can pretend to smile to him. =)

2) 6 org di hati anda?
6 people that i love ?
1. my mom
2. my dad
3. my siblings
5. my best friends in uitm kuantan
6. my old bestfriends ; husaini, arshad, syamil, salam and all my friends. =)

3) anda rasa anda comel?
nah.. never.. i dont think so.. not even a chance

4) single or taken?

5) blog yg anda suka?
1. abg ayen's blog, also the first blog i ever read.
2. amer's blog
3. maryam's and abyan's blog
4. my teslian friends' blog

6) adakah bilik anda kemas setiap hari?
not really.. sometimes it is tidy. :P

7) lagu terakhir yg anda dgr ?
Telephone by Lady GaGa and Beyonce
its on fly fm right now

8) last text msg ?
( asking about her new job and her friend offered the same job to me too. haha.. )

9) last fon call?
bank islam
( weird answer eh ? i know. haha.. )

10) ari terakhir anda nangis?
the very last day i'm with TESL A

11) list 5 warna kegemaran?
in these days, i started to like purple, i dont know why..

12) org terakhir anda ber YM ?
zuhdi the hamster
( haha.. )

13)game yg plg anda suka?
GoonZu Online a.k.a Luminary Online. it have been 4 years or so i'm playing this game. try!

14) adakah anda peminat MCR?
not a fan. just like some of their songs.

15) ape prasaan anda bila jwb tag ni?
i don't know what kind of feeling is this ? haha..

16) anda rase tag ini best?
its kool. never been tagged tho. lame eh ? thats me. =)

17) okey tag lagi 10 org?
1. maryam
2. bell
3. nabil amira
4. asyraf tesl C
5. nini
6. zura ( i just knew she got a blog ) heheh
7. zieda
8. wanted to tagged abyan but she's already been tagged
9. so do biela, already been tagged
10. amer reza


p/s : just realized it was quite awhile since my last post. haha.. its okay, no one ever wants to read this tho.. =)

Thursday, April 8, 2010


hile checking my facebook page, i accidentally jumped to a page of someone as I wanted to read a friend's comment. i don't know the person and so do the page owner towards me. the person just a stranger. dont't know why, i feel like clicking a link there. a blog. the person's blog link. "I Love Myself". thats the title there in the post. i read, and i don't know what influenced me to read. i just wanna read it. the post really gave me this feeling. sorrow. really sad. it says there his life will end in any time. he suffers from disease that he had since standard 4, and now its getting worst. he can't no longer having treatment named 'kemo' because he is really do in pain. he upon apology to his friends and all and that was real sad.

"You guys will always in my heart either im still here or not . Please dont be sad Please dont forget Please enjoy your life . You live once and enjoy it with things that rigth and spend you time every hour minute second with the one you love . Cause when they gone you'll regret you didnt give the best you can for them . Remember to all My Beloved friends Theres no Shortcut for Happiness ."
-an extract from the stranger's post-

The post somehow gave me a thought. realizing something. whatever happens in real life, whoever i am, just smile, and always be happy. enjoy life until the last breath on earth. when the moment comes, i will be the happiest person on earth. no reason to be sad. be happy and makes people happy. always smile and makes people smile. =)

p/s : hey dude the stranger, i don't know you will be reading this or not, just want to say, not only you love yourself, your friends do too. you will always be in their hearts. be strong! =)

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

You and Us

At sharp 4.14pm just now, 'You Are Not The One' by Daniel Bedingfield was being played on FlyFM, made me flashed some memories of You, some memories of Us. Later a bit, at nearly 6.30pm, 'Hero' by Enrique Iglesias was being played on FlyFM, again, some memories of Us lingered into my mind. I realized one thing, I miss You, I miss Us.