useless and hopeless

Precaution :

please do not read if you are way too sensitive of curses and bad words.

( this is polite enough to let nerdy back off from reading this post, isnt it ? ugh )

My mood now is like messing around. feel terrible like hell. i succeeded to continue living as a student of Degree in Science in Administration. wtf is that ?? i got this reply from the webpage i checked this early morning ;

KOD PROGRAM : EL04

NAMA PROGRAM : SAINS PENTADBIRAN

IPTA : UNIVERSITI TEKNOLOGI MARA (UiTM)

silly! what the hell is this course ?? a course to admin a country ?? becoming a Prime Minister ? ( okay way too sucks ) i need air to breathe now. ergh. damn MUET result destroyed everything i planned. 5 more marks lesser to get band 4 made me mad like a fool. although i got less than 20 marks for MUET coz of my brother ( ugh! ) , i still can be patient for that. and now i got an useless course for the next 3 or 4 years, that is so fucked up!

surfed the net for information, this course is the 'leftover' course for laws and science students. meant that i might can continue study on law after this. ( wth ? ) ok, nvm, ill learn from my aunty from now on then. she is working as one of the magistrates in kl tho. ( still a boring job, ugh )

and, these are the places i might be thrown into ;

• 1) UiTM Merbok, Kedah.
• 2) UiTM Bandaraya Melaka, Melaka.
• 3) UiTM Samarahan, Sarawak.
• 4) UiTM Shah Alam, Selangor.
• 5) UiTM Kota Kinabalu, Sabah.

Sarawak, Sabah ? ugh. Gambling on me again ? good! ( wth )

p/s : my little beloved bro, if you were not taking bath for that 30minutes on my day taking MUET test that made me late for the test for 30minutes or so, i am sure i wont lose my at least 20 marks and now obtain band 4 already. and now i ended like this. useless and hopeless. THANKS MY LITTLE BROTHER! cheers!~ ( ugh! )

Sorry for the bad words.

Mode : commit suicide